Day ten

Its been a rough few days,


things have not really been looking up as I have been pretty much under the weather Dx.

Times are changing, I hope things look up for me.

please pray if you can



 Alexander Hawkins

Day Nine

Today has been a fairly decent day so far. There are many things on my mid at the moment, I'm sitting here in my room trying to relax and start on my coursework at the same time. These days Im becoming more aware of my awkwardness, I cant go a day without tripping or falling somehow. Im trying to learn balance that way I can actually walk without making a fool of myself. On the bright side,  I am looking forward to tomorrow(especially if Sierra comes with us) I miss the fire out of her all the time. This morning as I was cleaning my room, I looked up the American Idol hit by Scotty Mcreery  "I Love You This Big". It was amazing how much that song described my attitude toward Sierra and how I feel about her. As I begin to think I realize how lucky I am, I have a whole family that loves me, I have a great life, lots of friends, I have the best girlfriend anyone could ever ask for, and the list goes on and on.


I truly thank God for my blessings,


Alexander

Day Eight: My Relationship

I have not posted in a couple of months now, I do apologize and will try to keep my posts daily from now on. My relationship is growing, in fact it has been 2 months and going onto the 3rd . Sierra perhaps knows me better than most people (Besides my parents). We will be on the phone and if I have had a bad day I try not to show it but she always knows, I can do the same thing with her. On Saturday we might be going out for the first time in a little less than a month. I really hope she can come, she makes my day brighter whenever I see her. The other day when I walked into church and sat down behind her and as we started talking she glanced down at my right hand. She said (and I quote) "*gasp* Alexey, that's more terrible than you mentioned to me", (My right index finger had a chunk taken out of it by a piece of flying metal that I had hit with a sledge hammer and it was half healed) . I said " Sierra its half healed it ll be fine " , She looked up at me with those "baby eyes" of hers and said "Are u sure??".  Folks if that doesn't give an example of caring , I don't know what does.

Thanks for reading,

Alexander

Day Seven

I know I have not posted in a long time, school has started back and things are hectic. Sunday I finally managed to pull my courage together and ask Sierra Murphy to be my girlfriend. She said yes so  I am feeling like the most lucky guy in the world now. School is going well and tommorow I have the day off. Things are really looking up for me. Most of the time now its all smiles for me. I hope that things willl continue to go well for me.

Day Six

Hello my blog followers, In my life something that is very obvious to the male gender has happened. What is this thing that has happend ....................................wait for it........................................WAIIIIIT FOR IT?. Drum roll please (drum roll). A very complex and wonderful thing has captured my attention. Still cant Guess???? Alright i'll spell it out for you  its a G I R L!!.... "Who is it?" you may ask......Read my blog on Day five to find out.


Alexander Hawkins

Day Five

Tonight was truly one of the best nights of my life. This evening Justice called and Mercy answered. I am celebrating within my heart the saving of two souls. The two saved were Sierra Murphy and Logan (I cant remember his last name. Logan came up first and there was a lot of rejoicing in which many tears of joy were shed. Next Sierra came up another period of rejoicing came. After a little while I got to testify. The service ended, I talked a while with Sierra as we walked to her car. I went home feeling like my old heart was gonna bust out of my chest and fly away. I truly thank God for what has happened tonight.

Day Four

Today was a good day for me......I went to day service and the church got freed up. It was truly a blessing to be there. My friend Bro. David Woosley  asked the whole church to forgive him and he truly helped everyone.

Until tommorow,

Goodbye and thanks for reading