Day Nine

Today has been a fairly decent day so far. There are many things on my mid at the moment, I'm sitting here in my room trying to relax and start on my coursework at the same time. These days Im becoming more aware of my awkwardness, I cant go a day without tripping or falling somehow. Im trying to learn balance that way I can actually walk without making a fool of myself. On the bright side,  I am looking forward to tomorrow(especially if Sierra comes with us) I miss the fire out of her all the time. This morning as I was cleaning my room, I looked up the American Idol hit by Scotty Mcreery  "I Love You This Big". It was amazing how much that song described my attitude toward Sierra and how I feel about her. As I begin to think I realize how lucky I am, I have a whole family that loves me, I have a great life, lots of friends, I have the best girlfriend anyone could ever ask for, and the list goes on and on.


I truly thank God for my blessings,


Alexander

Day Eight: My Relationship

I have not posted in a couple of months now, I do apologize and will try to keep my posts daily from now on. My relationship is growing, in fact it has been 2 months and going onto the 3rd . Sierra perhaps knows me better than most people (Besides my parents). We will be on the phone and if I have had a bad day I try not to show it but she always knows, I can do the same thing with her. On Saturday we might be going out for the first time in a little less than a month. I really hope she can come, she makes my day brighter whenever I see her. The other day when I walked into church and sat down behind her and as we started talking she glanced down at my right hand. She said (and I quote) "*gasp* Alexey, that's more terrible than you mentioned to me", (My right index finger had a chunk taken out of it by a piece of flying metal that I had hit with a sledge hammer and it was half healed) . I said " Sierra its half healed it ll be fine " , She looked up at me with those "baby eyes" of hers and said "Are u sure??".  Folks if that doesn't give an example of caring , I don't know what does.

Thanks for reading,

Alexander